Today I Set Free A Bird That was Trapped in a Classroom. Feeling Great

Monday.

The Depression, again.

The weight of it, sinking into my bed.

This can’t go on.

Why I’ll Never start a business

I’m a horrible employee. My job has a seven minute grace period to account for emergencies that may cause lateness. I’m always late. I never have emergencies. I put in the minimum required work, and have actually left when I was required to do more. I read and write for this blog all the time, despite my job not paying me too. Lunch always starts early and runs late. I used to leave the job site to chill with my girl on work hours. I have no desire to be here, no desire to advance, no desire to do my job.

I’m here to collect a check.

Saying Yes

Supervisor asked us to scrub machine room floors today. Gave us brushes on broom handles and grease cutter to mix in water. I’m a custodian. This is part of the job. The rooms were slightly larger than a submarine’s hallway. We had to bend over to keep from hitting our heads on pipes.

I was not ecstatic.